I’ve been doing a lot of self reflection lately and going through a really emotional time in my life and just like when I was younger i’ve come back to this song. Growing up I didn’t have anyone who was there for me or supporting me. Some days were harder than others and on those days, I would stay up late at night just writing and listening to music. I spent so many nights listening to this song and just thinking about life and wishing that I had someone to help me get through it all but realizing that I really didn’t need anyone. This song helped teach me that I was enough and that I was strong enough to face any obstacles that came my way. It taught me that sometimes you really are alone but you can still make it anyway. That’s such a harsh lesson for a young girl to have to learn but It made me into the women that I am today. Sometimes we need a reminder that we can do bad all by ourselves and this has been serving as my reminder.
F**k this world, I’m leaving
Sick of watching people taking
From the bottom to feed the top
F**k this world, it’s dying
‘Cause you people keep on lying
Power gets, power drips on down
That’s why I’m covered in stars
Drawing a map with my scars
Gravity can’t pull us apart
Let’s start a new life on mars
Forget it, let’s get f**ked up
F**k this world I’m leaving you
Feeling like it would nice to be able to escape to a deserted island with a few of the people I care about most and just shutting out the rest of the world. In the meantime, this is one of the songs I’ll be listening to on repeat while I work through all of these emotions that I’m feeling.